Until a very few moments ago, I didn't know how much relief I would feel when I finished my last assignment. I still have one warrior' exam, but as I added the final sentence to my script for the podcast, I felt such relief. Unlike Bret the day after Thanksgiving, I did not give in to the weather and spent the whole day at my computer writing papers. I spent my whole holiday except for Thursday (5 days off) writing papers and asssignments. Today I also realized I am half-way through my course work if I can keep up the pace. It seems a relief to realize there are only 3 more semesters of this intensity that seems almost unbearable at times.
I love my courses and am very grateful for the insights that come from them. But the price is very high. As I get older, life is increasingly more precious and sometimes it feels like I have given up 3 years of this precious life to create a hopefully new precious life. I believe it is worth it. I hope I am right.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
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